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[intro: d'nae]
A glass mirror falls from the wall
And shatters...
A million pieces on the ground
Completely scattered ..
The mirror now
Separate from what it once was...
Its form changed forever
No amount of glue
You heat will ever be enough to..
Return its original state
New shards take shape with
New hazards
Yet they’re all the same..

[bridge: savan depaul]
Ain't been in the sketchpad for a minute now
Any past progress feels unfinished now
Ain't been in the sketchpad for a minute now
Ain't been in the sketchpad for a minute now
Any past progress feels unfinished now...

[verse 1: d'nae]
Fast forward to the point of no return
When you gave up all you had
For the knowledge that you'll learn
Fast track to the air
Like a bird
Rising high above clouds
Spreading love like a verb
Page turns
Night falls
One call
Bad news
I will not forget my face
I was driving on pause
What laws?
Auto-pilot kicked off
Like somehow it’s my fault?
Heaven knows
I aint even have the words
Just remember what I heard...
In the middle of a turn...
Felt my eyes get blurred

[chorus: d'nae]
Felt my mind get thrown
Everything I’ve ever known
All a sudden just and gone
All a sudden just and gone
Gone
Gone
Move on
Felt my mind get blown
Everything I’ve ever known
All a sudden just and gone
All a sudden just and gone

[verse 2: savan depaul]
Caught between wave and particle
Caught between humane and carceral
Augustine, I need a saint to bargain on
God let me just leave today to palms and calm
Horny needs, assorted deeds exhaust savan
Lost teeth, raw meat, carted off
Ennui stalked me on and off
God speech called me off and on
Non-peace spawned these awful laws
Doggy please I need the space to rocket launch
Cosmic leap to leave this crater-dotted rock
Each trial in my life got a place on the split screen
Turn magpie just to fly far away from the shitstream
Quick ride through the sky’s pinkish shades as rain hits me
Fate really gets me

[chorus: d'nae]
Felt my mind get thrown
Everything I’ve ever known
All a sudden just and gone
All a sudden just and gone
Gone
Gone
Move on
Felt my mind get blown
Everything I’ve ever known
All a sudden just and gone
All a sudden just and gone

[coda: savan depaul]
Is my course of action favorable from another vantage point?
Is my course of action favorable from another vantage point?
Is it?
Is my course of action favorable from another vantage point?

[instrumental outro]

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from Free Spirits, released September 15, 2021

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Savan DePaul // Ishtar Sr. Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

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tiergarten records // grimalkin records // sagan theory // magicicada // free spirits // party in the crossfire

for the creation of musical projects that take listeners on wild experimental journeys. every possible genre, ones this side of the galaxy and beyond, collide in one consciously charged package. revolutionary, sensuous, contemplative, vibrant.
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